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seerbloom asked: falls asleep next to feyre.

𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝘆 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗾𝘂𝗶𝗹 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗴𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘀. the brushing of golden brown locks could have also been a factor. feyre could be so vicious with her hands when it came to protecting her family . . . but in the presence of 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖆𝖜𝖓 𝖘𝖊𝖊𝖗 , she could not be softer. her dear , older sister. how feyre would kill for her. slowly she will come to cease her soft hands , pulling the elder archeron into her lap to sit pleasantly and watch the serenity around them transpire. " i'll make it a point to do this more with you , elain. " soft are these words , not to wake her , but rather to make a promise to herself. " i swear i will try harder. for you , for nesta . . "

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“   I heard you scream. ” (have some angst, oop)

A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES

she sits up , beads of sweat dripping from her face as she finds a place nestled against him. against her mate , her protector , her better half . . . " amarantha .. " she begins , attempting to garner the strength to speak. no , it may be an impossible feat right now to catch her breath. she buries her head closer , taking in his scent to attract the mind to softer thoughts. him , and him alone. how beckoning the darkness has become . . . and she , his willing participant.

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NO STOP IT UR MINE (obviously) 💋

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hands etch over stars on her dark dress , weighing the words her companion has given her.

zanaluna asked: whatever you choose , you lose in the long run .

lips press together. " then i suppose there isn't a point to the game then. " the game of life that they all had to play. if everything she loved was forfeit , she would much rather tear down the sky 𝖔𝖋 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖘 to retrieve it. " i would rather not play fair if there was only loss. " but it does not stray from it's gentleness. it does not demand retribution for what the other is meaning by such words. she will go on , " what have you lost that has caused you to know this wisdom ? " perhaps it was overstepping . . . perhaps she was not thinking. but the need . . oh , that need to ask pivotal questions gnawed at her.

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deathmade asked: you know the distance made no difference to me .

a shake of the head goes in tandem with her words , " no. i think you resented that you couldn't find me back when tamlin took me away. " and since they are actually talking , she has to follow up with more. " it .. was impossible to come back home at the time. how could i have known ? " she'd inquire. " you've always been tough to read , nesta. even when we were little it --- " she takes in a soft breath , calming her nerves.

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vulnerability struck. two sisters found each other in this state of disarray , as they always seemed to when the moment counted.

deathmade asked: all i needed was someone .

blue grey eyes carry to nesta. " i know. " she says in almost a whisper. " i was foolish to leave you. " she'd admit , adamantly. " i thought that's what you needed was solitude but .. " but , i was wrong. " i'm sorry. " it cannot be said enough. if she could wipe away the pain , she would. in an instant.

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she dare not show the pain. it would give power to the situation that she is not willing to give. not to her sister. her brave , elder sister . . . who has come to find her own with a flickering 𝖘𝖎𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖋𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊.

deathmade said : i'm taking no orders , i'm gonna be nobody's soldier .

echoes played , heart pounding enough to make fists. she will be strong. " so you have. " she isn't the high lady right now . she must learn the difference in playing high lady in comparison to playing sister. sister . . . how little nesta appears in the inner circle. how little she has of any remnant of their proximity to each other. as if they were not family . . as if feyre has found a new family to love. to cherish.

she dwells closer , closer , and closer . . . until blue grey eyes are looking to find matching ones. looking back with words that cannot be said. words do no justice. she thinks to raise a hand enough to pull her sister into a hug. before she can , her hand seems to stop in limbo. stop not even in mid air enough to admit her intentions.

" i ... thought i could help. " where it's necessary - where it's needed. but when could it be needed , at what avenue should she intervene to save a life that she holds so dear. carrying her mother's words always in the back of her head never could be so easy. life isn't easy. and when , WHEN would it be proper to say she loves her siblings. she loves them both , dearly. " .. but you've always been fire. " she'd admit , dutifully stepping away with eyes to lower. " um .. " where to go from here. " i .. guess you should get back to your work. i should as well. "

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YOU SWEET THING.. thank you so much. <3333 you are one of my favorites absolutely. i'm always PERCEIVING.

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unknownfaed asked: sera bites feyre.

𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘂𝗻𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗲. feyre's shield had been lowered , not having the assumption there was trouble. it did not feel so aggressive to draw blood . . . but rather for acknowledgement ?

she'll stumble a bit , placing a hand on where the bite has been given. it is healing already. remarkable. " is this a normal practice for you when sneaking up on people ? " she's not angry , just disappointed.

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cthoniian asked: you are a valuable ally and a fearsome adversary . // tarquin ✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄 .

𝗼𝗵 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁. more than these barriers that had been broken down and rebuilt for one another. " i suppose one could call that a friend. " feyre , ever the more happy to offer up the faintest of grins with such words exchanged. they needed time to change the tides , she knows. still , hope gleams.

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cthoniian asked: the path to redemption is paved with trials and tribulations . // rhysand ✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄 .

and she will close this gap between them , savoring his scent. 𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖓 , 𝖘𝖊𝖆 , 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖎𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖘 . . . how handsome he continues to be. her hands find his and how perfectly they seem to intertwine. " i would ask for no other to accompany. " and she meant that. she meant that with every desire that bled out of her.

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“   I wish I could have been there to help. ”

A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES

𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱. " it was fine. everything went according to plan. " nearly. on occasion they diverted to new routes . . . but it went as smoothly as she could have hoped. still , this lingering feeling of sadness. of . . . something missing seemed to tear her apart inside. she dares not speak of it. not to her mate who would tear down the sky for her. she bites her lip , thinking carefully as eyes begin to wander. " besides , i needed to take charge. they must know me not through you. but my own leadership skills. " and respect was to be guaranteed. she would need to fight her own battles , even if it killed her sometimes to be apart from him.

a hand brushes over his cheek , drawing close to admire him. ( my mate , my mate . . . ) a soft kiss is placed upon his lips. " thank you. "

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“   Your eyes are like stars. ”

A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES

" my eyes ? " but did he not know that the solar system cried for it's own ability to be so miniscule compared to his gaze ? the hymns of purple twinkling like twilight ? " then i suppose there is no way to describe your eyes. " she'd tease , enveloping herself close to him. " to the stars who listen . . " she'd begin.

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“   They’re fools. Fools for not seeing it. ”

A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES

" fools , maybe. " 𝘀𝗵𝗲'𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝘀𝗶𝗴𝗵. " .. but perhaps i shouldn't have been so careless to think that i gained enough of their trust. " words of spitting on tradition flash into her memory. not everyone was so pleased with her title as high lady. " i will help them understand. " she will not clarify as to how.

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“   Is there going to be a war? ”

A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES

𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝘄𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗮 𝗴𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝘃𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗲𝘆 against those who'd surely hunt it. those who desire to dull that shine in a fawn's eyes , perish the thought. hesitation . . . and then , " yes. " feyre responds. " .. but i won't let anyone hurt you. or nesta. or any of my family. " again.

she can only pray that these words are truthful. that life will only grace elain with warm sunlight kisses to help accentuate already beautiful features. a smile from elain could surely help ease the war within for it's troops. she always had a way of lighting up the room . . . until , until . . . " i will need your help. " sheltering the spirit can only do so much. right and wrong , she does not know , only the side that speaks to her the most stands out.

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stop i'm crying i don't deserve u ,,,, we're HOLDING HANDS